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‘Normal’ Is the Last Thing We Should Wish For
Dismantling structural capitalism may be unrealistic, but there are practical ways to reframe our relationship to it
No matter how I face each of these strange days, something feels off. On days when I feel creative, lucid, and even thankful for some of the side effects of this great global pause — usually on weekends when I ignore the news — I also feel a twinge of guilt. I should be thinking about death counts, government failings, and wealth disparities instead of reading about ancient Indian breathing techniques or delighting in the scent of wisteria on my neighborhood walks, shouldn’t I?
And then, on the days when I’m despondent, low, and depressed, I chastise myself for feeling that way, when I have what so many others don’t: health, a supportive family, a job, food.
It’s an exhausting seesaw: There is the grief for all that we’ve lost and will lose, and there is the hope that this incredible, leveling event will bring about change to what was a very, very broken world before this. And a conviction is emerging: Going back to “normal” should not be our goal.
