Guide To Google Drive

I Found a Home for My Spiritual Practice in Google Docs

When life feels too busy to connect to something bigger, open your laptop and type

Ashley Abramson
Forge
Published in
3 min readOct 7, 2020

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This piece is part of How Google Drive Can Make Every Corner of Your Life Easier

Every once in a while, when I’m carrying a mental load that feels too heavy to bear on my own, I power on my computer and start a Google Doc. Dear God, I type, in Garamond for good measure. I’m sorry it’s been so long.

It’s a method of prayer that would have felt utterly bizarre to me not that long ago. I spent years believing that having God in my life meant living up to a very exacting ideal — a belief I fully embraced for the first time at age 14, when I became a Christian on a windy spring morning at a Wisconsin Bible camp. As I repeated the words of commitment after the emotional youth leader in front of me, I pictured myself following Jesus far away from my old life. Sure, the promise of a fast pass into Heaven was alluring, but what mattered most to me was what I would leave behind: the anxiety and pain of growing up in my dysfunctional family.

Religion was my refuge, but every hiding place implies a world being hidden from. While my classmates kissed boys and drank wine coolers, I went to…

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Ashley Abramson
Forge

Writer-mom hybrid. Health & psychology stories in NYT, WaPo, Allure, Real Simple, & more.